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Jul 28, 2008 - 7 comments
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I have had all I can take right now. My so called "husband" yelled at me and told me I ingnore my son. I don't ignore him. I am terribly depressed and my meds aren't helping. I have trouble sleeping and feel like I need to get out of this house. He is a real piece of work to say that to me. It goes to show he has no idea about this disease and doesn't really care to. I am looking for a condo now and will move out as soon as I can!

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by remar, Jul 28, 2008
i'm sorry your feeling so bad. alot of people do not understand depression, they think you can just snap out of it. if we could we would in a heartbeat. i hope things start getting better for you. take care. remar

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by triedeverymed, Jul 28, 2008
Thanks so much, I'm glad to know someone else knows what I'm feeling.

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by msdelcot, Jul 28, 2008
Listen to my story... My husband had a stroke in October of 07.  I ended up at the Dr. and he put me on Celexa as I was having a hard time coping with everything.  In May 08,still on the Celexa, I found out my husband had been having an affair since Feb.08.  I decided for the sake of our children to give him another chance as he begged my forgiveness and said it would NEVER happen again.  I didn't like the side effects of the Celexa, sexual and other, so I talked to my Dr. and he took me off the Celexa and put me on Wellbutrin and Ativan(for panic attacks which I've been having since May).  I've been on the Wellbutrin since July 3rd and it doesn't seem to be helping me.  Matter of fact my husband has been so impatient and has told me that I need to get back on the other medicine side effects or not.  Now HE is the only reason I began the antidepressants in the first place and I have been patient with him since Oct. of 07 and he can't be patient with me for even a month.  Oh, and he's one of those people who everyone thinks is so wonderful and such a great father and husband and they always tell me how lucky I am.  How little they know... So, yes, I understand your depression and I understand your husband is a jerk.  Good luck.  Do what you have to do to take care of you and don't give a second thought to anyone else.  I wish I could have just left, but I just couldn't.  I am not so sure that I won't eventually, but I read that once you think you want to leave and want a divorce to wait 1 year and give it your best shot and if after 1 year you still feel you need out---then get out.  Take care and best of luck to you.

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by triedeverymed, Jul 29, 2008
I have decided I need to move out. He doesn't understand my disease and doesn't want to. I'm better off by myself, I was alone for 2 years and I found my mental health situation was better.
My own doctor even noticed I get worse when things are bad at home.
Thanks for sharing your story, I really appreciate the support!!

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by dominosarah, Jul 29, 2008
Im sorry about your situation but you need to take care of you.  I sending sunshine and better days ahead to you.   sara

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by triedeverymed, Jul 29, 2008
Thanks Sara!!!

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