May 14, 2010
Well I finally got a BFP! Yay! With that said now comes the waiting and worrying. I am trying to stay positive but when you have experienced losing a baby you realize how incredibly fragile life can be. I was so excited because we sooo want another baby. A trip to the grocery store (of all places) changed that. I being newly pregnant no one can tell the difference. Then I saw a really pregnant woman in the store. I filled up with excitement thinking that will be me in a few months. Then my hopes fell. A little voice inside my head slapped me with the reality that that may not be true. My bubble popped. With a sigh I had to suck it up and tell myself to hope for the best. The minutes tick by like hours. I wish I could fast forward a bit so I know that the baby will be ok. These will be a long 10 weeks!