May 20, 2010
OK, so things kind of fell off the wagon after I started working and found out that my time scheduling needs to be much more different! I had a couple days where I didn't know if I wanted to continue this over the summer or not, but I've decided that I do. It's a good tool to keep me on track, and let's face it: I'm not at my ideal weight yet, and until I get there, I need everything I can to keep me on track. Things were going really well at first; for the first weekend and the majority of the week, I was really eating healthily. However, on Tuesday night I got carried away with ice cream, peanut butter (and LOTS of it), chocolate, and whatnot. I had a minor binge, to be honest. I don't want that to happen again, and I know how gross it made me feel immediately afterwards and all throughout Wednesday. I'm finally starting to get back to feeling normal and good about myself today, but I think if I keep this journal up it'll hold me to more accountability, which hopefully will help me avoid Tuesday night ever again. On the whole though, I am doing super well, and with the exception of Tuesday night, I hadn't had a binge in probably almost a month!