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Losing Control

Jun 06, 2010 - 0 comments

Feel like I'm losing it, been doing well recently and now I just feel like I'm going crazy. I've shut everyone out and avoiding as much contact with people as possible.

I feel down but at the same time my mind feels like its speeding up and I'm anxious and I don't know what's going on anymore.

Resisting the urge to drink myself senseless so that I dont have to feel anything.

Dont know whats going on, one minute I'm up, the next I'm down. I want off the rollercoaster.

Last night I was crying trying to get to sleep but my mind wouldn't switch off and the next thing I know I'm hyper and cleaning my room at 3 am and I wanted to reorganise my whole book collection because I didn't like the way they were ordered.

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