I was too tired last night to think correctly.
What happened? We had school and whatnot. Then we stopped at Steve's house, and went to Billy's. It was fun, we drove around and saw a bumper on top of the car instead of attached to the front. We ate ice cream and played a bit of mario party, and watched a little alice but something went wrong. I'm not so sure when. Steve unknowingly made a comment about shooting yourself in the head. It would have been funny, but obviously it wasn't the right time. He just realized that a bit late. But I don't know if that's what ruined it all. Shei dissapeared and then billy to look for her and then steve to look for him and I was just scared something bad would happen. We ended up leaving a bit earlier than we normally would and I don't know what happened after.
Today I woke up and had a panic attack because *** was 7:12. Realized it was saturday. Slept. Woke up and couldn't sleep more a bit after 8. Got up, got ready to go. Ate 4 bowls of cereal. Watched tv. Paced. Left. Almost clocked in without my nametag.
Set up my stand and couldn't even remember how to turn on the register. Doh! Or any of the equipment, for that matter. Eventually got a groove going. Cleaned everything and stood like a statue for almost 3 hours before I actually sold something. It was slow and steady after that. A long day, overall. But not so bad. It's best, working alone. I like it. Lots of time to think. Keep things MY way. Then this girl showed up and rearranged the stand and she was a know it all and only talked about how all the managers loved her and blah blah don't make me kill myself. I was so happy to leave. Went to Steve's. Picked up Jon, fed Jon. Went back to Steve's. WAtched Over The Hedge. We were both rather tired. I left very early. Now I'm going to bed.