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I want to be happy

Jul 07, 2010 - 1 comments
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I want to be happy

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family

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irritable

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fake



Today I didn't go to school and i slept til noon. I hate when I sleep that much. When I woke up my day started off bad. I was in a bad mood and everything seemed like it would take so much energy to do. I did try though is that good enough? I went to my grandmas and visited my family it seemed like they were happy to see me. Im just so irritable but i try to control it when im with my family because they dont deserve it at all. I wanna smile and know it's real! Iwanna cry and know there happy tears! Iwanna sleep because it's normal not because im exhausted from being me!!!! Ima fake BIG FAKE!!!!!!!

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by anxiousallie4, Jul 08, 2010
Hey, do you have a therapist? you should write down these feelings and show them to someone. I used to feel very similar and slowly I have improved by seeing a counsellor. It isn't easy but it does work xxx

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