Jul 07, 2010
so, hmmm, can't sleep. brain all buzzy. arm sore from too much typing already today as work was busy. haven't been on here for a while as have been focussing on trying to get back to normal at work after having a lot of time off but I've just posted my first question for ages and replied to a few aswell.
am anxious that maybe I can't get back to "normal" as I thought it was and maybe I need to redefine what that is and recognise that with this illness I'm not as capable as I used to be. maybe I never will be again but then again, maybe I just need to give myself time.
grateful for this space to vent and for any comments if anyone reads this. feeling just a little bit alone at the moment.