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Ultrasound tomorrow...

Jul 12, 2010 - 0 comments

Well, I'm feeling really sick and tired and the symptoms are getting stronger each day (I know that's a good sign) but I still feel really worried about the u/s tomorrow and even the few weeks after because I didn't lose the last baby unitl 9 1/2 wks and I'll only be 8 1/2 wks tomorrow.  I'm praying and hoping everything is ok.  I just want a healthy baby this time around.  I hope that if there is good news tomorrow then I will be able to relax a bit but I have really turned into a worrier since my body had no signs or symptoms of losing the baby last time and I fear that it could all happen again.
I've been trying to stay positive and walking has helped to keep my mind off of the negatives but I just couldn't stand to go through another miscarriage.  Think happy thoughts! Think happy thoughts! I just keep reminding myself of my beautiful boys and what a miracle a baby truly is...


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