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Will this ever end?

Aug 11, 2008 - 3 comments

I know it's just 5 days since my PT, but I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster. I was hyperT before surgery with an overactive nodule, and I still feel like I am.  I can't seem to function.  I cry all the time.  I'm afraid to go anywhere or do anything because I feel so crappy.  My emotional state is worse than the neck tightness from surgery. I can deal with discomfort and pain, but I want to feel like I have a reason to go on.  Will this ever stop?  Will I ever feel better? I've tried to call endo for some answers, but of course, haven't heard back. I wish they would tell you these things; I can't always think of the right questions to ask at the time I'm there. I need to be able to work since I'm single and I'm afraid I'll lose my job because I can't function. Don't know what to do, what to think; I'm trying to hang in there, but it seems harder everyday since the surgery.  I feel like I'm sinking into a black hole and I don't know how to climb out.

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by peggy64, Aug 11, 2008
just rest assured you have a lot of people that completely understand how you feel.  I wish I could wave a magic wand and fix all of us.

I will just pray for strentgh to endure another day, for you, for me, for all of our friends here at thyroid forum.


458072 tn?1291415186
by peggy64, Aug 11, 2008
How is your dad?

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by mags59, Aug 11, 2008
Hi Peggy, my dad is doing a little better.  He went back into the hospital a week after he got out from the heart attack. He had congestive heart failure the second time.  So he's home now, but tires easily and gets out of breath easily.  I appreciate the prayers to go on another day.  I keep telling myself that it will get better, just give it some time.  I know you've been going through a rough time of it as well, and I'll keep you in my prayers too.

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