Aug 11, 2008
I know it's just 5 days since my PT, but I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster. I was hyperT before surgery with an overactive nodule, and I still feel like I am. I can't seem to function. I cry all the time. I'm afraid to go anywhere or do anything because I feel so crappy. My emotional state is worse than the neck tightness from surgery. I can deal with discomfort and pain, but I want to feel like I have a reason to go on. Will this ever stop? Will I ever feel better? I've tried to call endo for some answers, but of course, haven't heard back. I wish they would tell you these things; I can't always think of the right questions to ask at the time I'm there. I need to be able to work since I'm single and I'm afraid I'll lose my job because I can't function. Don't know what to do, what to think; I'm trying to hang in there, but it seems harder everyday since the surgery. I feel like I'm sinking into a black hole and I don't know how to climb out.