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My m/c #4

Jul 29, 2010 - 20 comments

Ok so it has been a couple days since I started bleeding. Monday night it was medium to heavy with cramps, Tuesday it was light no cramps, and wed and today just spotting. I still have not passed any clots, and with all my other m/c I had huge clots. Of course I still feel pg, but that is most likely the hcg still in my body. So tomorrow i go for another beta and then tuesday go for the results. I am scared because I know what they are going to tell me even though there is still a small part of me that wants to believe  am still pg. My symptoms are getting worse, and with the other m/c they tapered off, like first the nausea went away, then the bbs did not hurt. But as of today they are worse then last week. So I am praying!!!!!

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by butterflybabies, Jul 29, 2010
Im praying for you to!! I was just thinking the same thing as you, with my previous losses I had the spotting with clots, I am not having that at all..just spotting..so Im hoping thats a good thing..
I barely had symptoms to begin with in this pregnancy so its really hard to tell what Im feeling..
I cant believe they make you wait till tuesday for your results..cant they call you with them?? Id go crazy waiting that long...
Try to relax as much as possible..Im here if you need to chat or anything..
Big Hugs to you!!

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by frank_noahsmommy, Jul 29, 2010
Thanks, yeah with the other ones I had large clots this time I have not seen any at all. The bleeding pretty much stopped, and with the others I bled for a week or more so thats what has given me a little hope. I am going to call the lab directly, when I was there I was reading one of their signs they had up and It said something like if you had a beta done you can call directly to them and get the results instead of waiting for the dr. by law or something like that. So I will keep u posted!!!


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by leanne95, Jul 29, 2010
were all praying with you, i cant believe they are making you wait and have not done a scan - only bloods. at least its a better sign that you havent past any clots as you did with your other m/c and your pregnancy symptoms are getting worse unlike before also. x  

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by natashajay, Jul 29, 2010
i can't believe they've not scanned you either! you poor thing having to wait, we are all praying for you! i do so hope this all ends in good news for you, we are here for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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by Cassandrajane, Jul 29, 2010
Are you defo miscarrying?/ Because I had bleeding and I didnt miscarry that was like SUPER heavy, I layed down with my feeet elevated..:)

I am praying for you...

Faith, Hope, Trust and Pixie Dust :)

Promise, It ALWAYS works

x

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by frank_noahsmommy, Jul 29, 2010
No its not definitely, when she checked me on tuesday my cervix was closed and she said my uterus was still pg! She said there is many reasons woman bleed in pregnancy and she could not say it was a definite m/c. I am on bedrest till nest tuesday and I dont know if thats what caused the bleeding to pretty much stop. It is only there when I wipe and it is real mucousy!! I don't know why they have not dona a scan, i guess maybe after my appt on tuesday she will decide if I need one based on my hcg levels.


Thanks to all you loving, supportive, wonderful Ladies who are help making this easier for me...xxx

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by natashajay, Jul 29, 2010
we are all here for you xx

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by leanne95, Jul 29, 2010
i think its awful they aint scaned you, there letting you go through hell waiting that long, i had to wait 2 days for my scan and i was really peed off with having to wait that long. x

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by NicoleW09, Jul 29, 2010
My OB said they can't see much of anything on an ultrasound until your hcg levels are well over 1,000. So that may be why they are waiting. I bled and passed clots with this pregnancy from 4w to 8w. I'm going to keep praying for you and I hope everything turns out well with your beta! I always called the lab the day after I had my beta and they told me the numbers.

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by Cassandrajane, Jul 29, 2010
Any time!
My bleeding was caused by heavy lifting but I rested with my feet elevated and walla magic stopped.. I done this untill my spotting stopped too. :)


Because your Cervix was still closed they wouldnt do a Scan because the baby is still in there :)


x

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by onyxangel, Jul 29, 2010
Hey hun, we're praying for you. Hope you have a better outcome. Just trying to stay as positive and humanly possible and wait til they say they are 100% sure.
Still hope.
xxx
Jen

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by katymay02, Jul 29, 2010
Hi, Im so sorry that you have to go through this, I know how hard the waiting is when all you want and need is an answer. Im praying for you and sending you huge hugs xxx

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by Sobie, Jul 29, 2010
I am sorry that you have to go thow this, I am hoping and praying that you and baby are fine. your in my prayers..

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by frank_noahsmommy, Jul 29, 2010
Ok so now it is almost 5pm, bleeding/spotting has pretty much completely stopped!! Did a dollar store test and It is still 100% positive! I hope and pray that everything is great!!! Thanks Ladies!!!

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by frank_noahsmommy, Jul 29, 2010
Oh yeah by the way I called the lab and they said the results go straight to the Dr. called the Dr and they said they are not allowed to give results over the phone per office rules. Dam it!!!!!!! And I asked why didn't I get a scan and they said because at almost weeks they probably would not be able to see anything anyways!

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by NicoleW09, Jul 29, 2010
It really sounds like the bleeding that I had in my first trimester. I passed clots and cramped really bad. They finally gave me an ultrasound at almost 6w and we saw the gs and ys. They put me on progesterone and bed and pelvic rest until the bleeding had stopped for two weeks. By 10w I was resuming my normal activity and since then my pregnancy has been progressing normally. I think for that whole month I was constantly testing to make sure I was still pregnant, I was so scared. I'm going to keep praying for you! Let us know what the bloodwork says!

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by TRENIECE, Jul 29, 2010
Oh sweetie!! I hope it's just a random bleed and not a m/c! Yoi know alll about my bleeding went through. I'm going to say a prayer for you and i hope everything is well.

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by butterflybabies, Jul 29, 2010
OMG that sux that they cant tell you your results..serioulsy! Do they not realize how upsetting and sick with worry you are?? its just cruel..I am still praying we both get good news next week!!
xoxoxoxoxo

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by dscoqn, Jul 29, 2010
Hi hunnie, I really hope this is just random bleeding and not a miscarrige.  I am thinking of you and praying that you and your little bean are going to be ok xxx

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by Heatherm4, Jul 30, 2010
Oh wow!! I hope all ends up being just fine!! Crossing my fingers and toes that it was just weird pregnancy bleeding and that's it!!

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