Aug 06, 2010
This is the closest thing I have to a psychologist so I just want to vent on here a little bit. I'm really bored of everything in my life right now. My social life is pretty active, but for some reason I'm never really satisfied. I appreciate the time and attention that people give to me, but for some reason I always find a way to feel left out. Whether its my friends talking about plans for their night knowing that I have nothing to do that night and knowing they won't want to invite me, or just being left out of any ordinary conversation. I've been trying to get noticed more, and I think I really am progressing, but I feel like I need something more. I feel like my friends think I am embarrassing so that's why I won't get invited to certain places. Ok really, it's just one friend that I'm talking about. She usually has something fun to do and her social circle is bigger than mine so she can usually find something to do. We talk almost daily, but she always fails to make plans with me at night time if we're going out. I shouldn't let this one person make me feel bad about myself. It's probably nothing and I just assume these things.