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Started spotting again!

Aug 06, 2010 - 8 comments

I started spotting this evening, I know now what the outcome will be. I am going to be heartbroken once I hear it from the Dr. but I have prepared myself for the worst!!! I hate that I have to wait until the 17th to find out, that makes it 2 weeks I still have to act like I am pg if I am not. I still am getting positives on the hpt, but I know I can still have hcg in my system. There is part of me that thinks everything is ok and I am still pg, and there is another part that is telling me NO! I hope and pray to God that my lil bean is still growing inside me. It make it so much harder when I see these 15, and 16 year old girls with big belly's, and girls who don't even know who the father of their child is giving birth to babies like it is nothing. There are so many of us in loving relationships who want a child so bad and we cant even get there. Dam I wish and pray to God that this one makes it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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by EmsMom07, Aug 07, 2010
Don't wait to til the 17th, go to the ER sweetie, maybe they can do something for you. I will keep you and your family in my htoughts and prayers @~:~~

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by frank_noahsmommy, Aug 07, 2010
I just might, it has stopped again for now but if it picks up again tomorrow I will go to the ER. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers.

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by EmsMom07, Aug 07, 2010
That's good to hear, hopefully that is all you will experience =0) Your very welcome! Also if you can just try to relax with your feet up maybe you over did it today.

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by butterflybabies, Aug 07, 2010
Im hoping and wishing really hard that everything is ok with you and your little one..I for one cant take anymore of my friends going through a loss..one is enough and so far I know of at least 6 and one is my close friend here where I live..
Hang in there and yea I wouldnt wait till the 17th, call the doc and ask to be seen earlier..explain what is going on..
Good Luck Sweety!
Keep us posted!

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by kyliewiththree, Aug 07, 2010
hoping everything is good thoughts and prayers are with you and your family ox

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by natashajay, Aug 09, 2010
my thoughts are with you, i pray little bean sticks for you xxxx

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by Cassandrajane, Aug 09, 2010
Whilst you are asleep, and whilst you're awake lay down with your feet elevated with a pillow. :). This will help.
If you bleed go to ER. Don't wait untill the 17th.
Everything is going to be okay.

Thinking of you,

xx

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by retta483, Aug 23, 2010
I'll be praying that your baby sticks :) I have had bleeding in early pregnancy with all my kids even very bright red thought I was losing them  but when i went to the er they said you are bleeding but the baby looks ok so there is hope .
I surely know what you mean by not feeling complete me too . becomming pregnant for the last time for me has become something I want so bad. good luck hun just wanted you to know I was praying for you . Loretta~

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