Aug 06, 2010
I started spotting this evening, I know now what the outcome will be. I am going to be heartbroken once I hear it from the Dr. but I have prepared myself for the worst!!! I hate that I have to wait until the 17th to find out, that makes it 2 weeks I still have to act like I am pg if I am not. I still am getting positives on the hpt, but I know I can still have hcg in my system. There is part of me that thinks everything is ok and I am still pg, and there is another part that is telling me NO! I hope and pray to God that my lil bean is still growing inside me. It make it so much harder when I see these 15, and 16 year old girls with big belly's, and girls who don't even know who the father of their child is giving birth to babies like it is nothing. There are so many of us in loving relationships who want a child so bad and we cant even get there. Dam I wish and pray to God that this one makes it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!