Aug 07, 2010
I took my blood test last Saturday & it came back negative BUT that night I felt funny & sods law I was out on a date with a lovely lady but as I went to use the loo I noticed a huge rash on my chest & a few spots & all of a sudden I felt this dread come over me & for a few minutes my body temperature went through the roof, I just took it as heat rash & cooled down by the time I got home, the coming Monday I took the day off work as i felt so emotional & I wasn't feeling a 100% I went to the health clinic & the doctor said it looked more like an alagiec reaction & he told me not to worry about it. Though during the last two weeks I've been feeling strange, like I'm going to vomit, headaches, soar throte a little phlegmy cough but no fever or should I say I had a fever and I kind of forced it to stop within a day. Who ever says that the flu like symptoms stop you from doing anything, they are lying! I think I felt the anxiety first. Yesterday I went to the health clinic for some counselling & the counsellor said it was all in my head and most of it's anxiety and I'll need cbt. Today I noticed more spots and the rash has gotten bigger. I have excepted my fate but I won't do anything stupid! I'll live my life as to the best I can.