Aug 15, 2008
Well today is day 1 of the rest of my life. It is 12:00pm right now and I am 16 hours clean. It's not very much time to most people, but to me, it's a good start. I am running on no sleep. I was up all night/morning throwing up and feeling like complete hell but I know I have to do this. I hate feeling so bad and knowing that a single pill could temporarily make me feel "better" or "normal" again. I can't wait to be "pill free" and non-dependent again! Right now it seems like that day will never get here, but deep down I know it will. It's not going to be easy but somehow I will make it through!