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Ill be glad when my body gets back to normal!

Aug 20, 2010 - 0 comments


I have these abnormal sensations going on inside my uterus and to be honest i dont understand them. My guess would be that it might be shrinking. I think my problem is im too intune with my body, I can feel every one of my heart beats, every twinge of my digestive track, and any and all uterus activity and it drives me insane!!!!!! If i could be numb to all that goes on just for a day to save my sanity that would be awesome. I wonder if anyone else has this problem?  Maybe im insane, maybe i think too much, maybe its something i cant help...its just irritating. One thing i would love to feel is the tiny movements of a baby tickling the inside of  the womb at twenty weeks to go on and pound my ribs and  stomach at 36 weeks, to eventually feel a healthy baby in my arms at exactly 40. Only then would i actually hear my heart sing. :)

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