Aug 25, 2010
My IVF journey began with a lot of hope. I never would have dreamed it would end the way it did. I do know God is in control and he has a plan for my life. I know God has editing rights over my dreams and he will bring forth his blessings in his time. He opened so many doors so I could have this wonderful experience and I would not trade the excitement and joy I felt going through this process. It will take some time for me to heal and I decided to start this journal to help me deal with my grief. I have tried to block out what happen and keep moving as if it never occurred but I'm only hurting myself. I have decided to deal with my pain and hopefully along the way someone else will be encouraged.