Aug 26, 2010
Well, yesterday was such an intense day for me. I was so worried about hearing the baby's heartbeat because I haven't had an ultrasound or an apt. in 6-7 weeks and the long wait has made me so nervous and unsure of this pregnancy. I have been really sick but my symptoms aren't enough to make me feel positive or confident in this pregnancy because of my miscarriage in March. I never thought I would be so worried about this baby. I knew it was going to be difficult but when I finally got to hear the heartbeat yesterday, I swear I heard my own heart skip a beat. I felt so relieved, elated, excited and amazed. I had tears in my eyes and I know that I won't ever forget that moment. How incredible.
My next apt is in 3 weeks and then I have my 20 week ultrasound on October 5th. I am hoping and praying that this baby is healthy and normal in every possible way.