Mar 12, 2017
This morning, I was very anxious about my heart and pulse and blood pressure. I kept monitoring it, every few minutes. Convinced it was the end. Finally I relaxed about that. Then I was sitting here and smelled something... not sure. Maybe heat from outside or something. Not smoke. But something. So it set me off looking for anything burning. I checked all the outlets and all of the appliances. Nothing was amiss except that one of the outlets seemed maybe a bit warm. Nothing to freak out over, I don't think, but it was enough to set me off again. So now I'm sitting here trying to calm myself down, but I know I'm going to be checking it all ******* day and that I'm going to be anxious about leaving the apartment, and it's spiraling and all of my symptoms from this morning are coming back. Like, I can feel my heart racing and my fingers getting a bit tingly and it's driving me ******* nuts. I just want everything to be okay and alright and I want to know that things will be fine and secure when I leave my apartment.