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I hate this

Sep 03, 2010 - 3 comments
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I hate this!  I hate not drinking....I want to drink and feel better instead of being depressed and pissed off today.  I may go and buy some beer tonight for the 3 day week-end... I don't want to but I am weak....I don't freakin' know what to do....

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by gizzy32, Sep 03, 2010
I think deep down you don't want to use, that is why your posting and reaching out for help and should be proud of yourself right now for that. Your addiction wants you to use and it will fight you, but these cravings will pass. The alcohol is just going to make you feel worse. DO NOT GIVE IN. Keep talking here and get through this craving, you have made it a week now. It does get better, I promise. It's ok to be pissed off right now, this is a battle. If it makes you feel better, you can swear at me, haha. PLEASE be strong, this too shall pass.

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by narla, Sep 03, 2010
Are you still having cravings?Listen to Gizzy you can get through this,he has helped me get through cravings before.Having that first drink is not an option,try and keep busy and please keep talking on medhelp so we can help you.Take it one minute at a time if you need to,and congratulate yourself for every minute you get through,the cravings will pass.

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by KatinTexas, Sep 03, 2010
Yes I am still having cravings.  I have worried myself into a frenzy now about what I'm going to do this week-end.  I am used to partying with my friends and so I'm freaking out about having a 3 day week-end and what I'm going to do to fill the time.  When I get off work at 4:00 I'm going to climb in bed... I'm so exhausted.  I've been going to bed all week around 7:00 p.m.  I just can't stay awake since  I've stopped drinking.... I am still having withdrawal symtoms, headache, anxiety, fatigue, trouble concentrating... in fact I just took my anti-depressants with lunch and I think I already took them this morning.. I don't remember.

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