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I woke up dead

Sep 04, 2010 - 0 comments
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dead tired

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hunger pains

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dizzy

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Milk

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laundry

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french toast

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lunches

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Work

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snacking

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sleep

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meals

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school

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eating patterns

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nomming

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summer

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chore

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feeding myself

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toaster waffles

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alice

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nap

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TIME

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Harry Potter

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steve

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large breakfast

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stronger

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butter fingers

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clutz

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shei

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hunger

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long night

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bread pudding

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Lactaid pills

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horror stomach

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the Simpson's Movie



no, I'm kidding, but I was so exhaustedly tired I might as well have been. I pretty much fell out of bed and brushed my teeth with my eyes closed. I almost rolled down the stairs from the weight of my laundry basket (a towel and several pairs of undies), and had to pull up a chair while I made 10 pieces of french toast. The milk jug almost knocked me over. Why? Yesterday I had my waffle breakfast, and half a sandwich and half an apple for lunch...I wasn't in the mood for another sandwich later, I was tired. Instead I ate almost all of a box of instant pudding.  So then I went to work, and didn't even think to snack for some reason. I got home and I was so tired I was falling asleep sitting up at the keyboard. So I just climbed into bed. It dawned on me in the morning that it had been 16 hours since my last "meal" and I quickley ate most of a loaf of bread (two eggs, milk, and maple syrup).

School is just screwing with my eating patterns. I'm used to nomming all day during the summer, just to keep up with feeding myself. It's almost a chore. And since I didn't get lunch because I'm late to culinary the first three days, I wasn't eating much of anything after my morining toaster waffles until atleast after school. If that, becasue then I had work or fell asleep. Or went out or something. I don't wanna sit still anymore, but my body won't let me move. I wish I could just get some sleep.

So today, after I ate, I tried to watch my new Alice! I couldn't I thought I only just closed my eyes, till the clock jumped from 17 minutes in to 1 hour and 43 minutes. A nice nap, if you ask me. I read some HP at steves and went to work again. Now, I'm feeling so much stronger after my large breakfast, but not 100% I'm still moving in almost slow motion. I become a butter finger when my eating patterns are off. I forgot to tell you yesterday I dropped three salad bowls, 11 shrimp, several fish containers, tons of whipped cream, a pile of LBR's and almost everything else I came into contact with. Today wasn't so bad, I still dropped everything, but I managed to catch most of it. Oh, and also yesterday I went to sheis after work and was just lying on the couch. Steve yelled at me for being hungry. I wasn't sure when exactly I was supposed to have eaten.

What else? It felt like a real long night. I went to steves after and finally got to enjoy some bread pudding without the horror stomach after. I love those pills. I watched the simpsons movie and read some more HP. Then I came home. Now I want bed.

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