Aug 19, 2008
I am new to this anxiety thing.....and I hate it! But on a good note I did sleep a little better last night. It was only for about 4 hours, but it was a more sound sleep!! Went to my cardiologist today, he increased my medication and I have a treadmill stress test and echo-cardiogram tomorrow. At least I can make sure there is nothing seriously wrong with my heart!! I actually drove myself today!!YEA!! But on the way home my anxiety kicked in! And what is up with this light sensitivity?? and feeling like you're in a daze!! God help me deal with this! And where are your friends when you need them!! When I DO get the urge to leave the house, there is not a friend to be found! Nor do they come and visit me! If it wasn't for my boyfriend (who gets on my nerves...God bless his soul) I would be bad off!! It seems that no one understands this condition, or either they down play its seriousness! They think it is just simple as taking the medication, and things are better! No one understands me and what I am going through! This has changed my life drastically and put my dreams on hold!!!! This suck! And that's my day!!