Sep 15, 2010
I have read through lots of MH friends journals and posts today, im sad because so many of them are aching for their first child, some for their first positive on a HPT. I can imagine how they are feeling having been there so many times myself but i feel so lucky because i have at least had 3 success's and another on the way, and this from someone who considers herself THE most unluckiest person around.
I can't understand how life can be so cruel, i watched a programme last night about underage pregnancies the youngest being just 13! and it strikes so hard when you see a child stroking her rather cute bump saying it was planned!!!
i mean there are so many women out there who'd give anything for a child and these girls take it for granted, its what the whole area they live in is built around and they all know of at least 2 others who are pregnant or young mums!
i cry when i read some of the MH journals, your heart and soul goes into each and every try only to be defeated and yet the strength found somewhere within to try again is astounding.
if i could wave a wand or say a magic incantation i would say it for all of you, but alas its all according to this sort of lottery of life i guess.
i do so hope that all of my friends, and those ive yet to `chat` to will all end up with bundles of joy, i can't imagine so many of you being so unfairly saddened for the rest of your life, and so to all of you whose heartfelt cries of `why` still echo in my ears i wish you all the best and i send out my love and some baby dust in the hope you will all gain your dreams really soon xxxxxxxx