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As the stomach turns episode 5

Sep 18, 2010 - 1 comments

Well I am back and in much better spirits .I have just been pushing through all the bad feelings and trying to focus on the good .My son and his girlfriend Krista took me out to eat at a nice mexican restaurant last night .We had a lovely evening .Mr M is off cooking a steer on this huge rotissere he built .He cooks whole hogs on it as well so he's off most weekends cooking at large parties .It's not much of my cup of tea .I get very nervous in large crowds because of my SAD so I stay home and chillax on those weekends .I drank a few frozen margaritas last night so I am feeling a bit off today .I normally don't drink since I have been on my meds except maybe a glass of wine every now and then .I just didn't take my bedtime dose of meds and my tylenol is minimal so I think it's okay to drink now and again .I enjoyed hanging out with Matt and Krista .We really has a good time together .It made me feel good that they wanted to include me on their night out .I really think Krista fits in with our family so great .She is just a super young lady .She wants to do things with me which none of Matt's gf's have ever done .We have a shopping trip planned and I am looking forward to it .You know I have really been taking stock of my life the last few days and I am so blessed .I have a wonderful husband that I have shared my life with for 25 years and we are still so in love .I have a wonderful son who I am so proud of .He is such a fine ,young man if I must say so myself .We have a very close relationship the 3 of us and that means everything to me .My husbands family are so wonderful too .They have always made me feel like a member of the family from the getgo .My MIL and I are really close and I love her so much .He also has 6 sisters and 1 brother and they are so loving to each other .I have a beautiful home that my hubby and I built together .We have a small farm and live back in the woods and it is so peaceful here .You know other than my health I am rich in all the things that truly matter and I thank God for all the blessings I have been given .
Melissa

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by JadedSweetheart, Sep 19, 2010
This is a great journal entry!  It's always so great when friends are doing well!  I'm glad that you got to spend time with your wonderful son and his sweet gf!  
Thanks for reminding me to count my blessings, too! :)

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