Jan 08, 2018
Omg......i am scared of myself sometimes.
I am so disconnected. the stuff in my head won’t come out.
I have this “feeling” of ........ just hang on to the end. Like the end is near. it’s something I think about every day.
I have no joy..... not trying to me dramatic.....but it’s a real thing....like I’m numb, to everything.
I am so sick of this life. If this were a real movie, I would have some terrible tragedy happen, then I would appreciate what I had before tragedy and really regret my state of mind now.
I am just tired and there’s nothing that I want.