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More depression. Yay.......

Sep 25, 2010 - 0 comments

I'm getting tired of waking up every day to feeling unrested, in pain all over, lethargic, lonely, etc. I feel like there's no hope for me to get my life back. I've tried so many medications, none of which have worked, and my doctor has even expressed that he's frustrated that he hasn't been able to find something that helps me. I noticed that when I started to isolate myself, my friends stopped talking to me, and I feel like they never tried to reach out to me to begin with.

I want to make new friends, but with the way I feel every day, plus my social anxiety, I feel like it's impossible to do. This has been a problem for me since I was 16, so it's getting to a point where I can't take it anymore. I think the worst part of this is that I feel alone when I'm around my family. I can't figure out why I feel this way around them. So basically, I feel alone in my own house, around the people who actually do care. Can this get any more ****** up?

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