I've been feeling alone and depressed because I haven't heard from my new boyfriend in a week. I know he has two kids that he has to take care of and I understand. He should try and make time for me, I'm 33-years and sick of men's Jr. high or kindergarten games that's all I get from them.
I told my new boyfriend that I wanted to give up on men and relationships I'm so frustrated. I had a bad marriage and I've been divorced for 5 years. I'm happy that I don't have kids because of my poor health. He said that life it too short and I should take that big step and I wasn't going to do that.
I'm only happy when I got to bed at night because I have nothing to look forward doing the day and I really hate life so much. It seems like I cry everyday and sometimes I feel that I can't stop. I don't want nobody to feel sorry for me and I do have feelings and I do hurt. I know that I'm very emotional because of my mental disorders. My new boyfriend has been supportive to me unlike my ex boyfriend.