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Aug 22, 2008 - 7 comments

I have to come clean on the 19th I blown a 6 yr of been clean and I feel likke just useing to get over the letdown that I have done to people

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by LIZZIE LOU, Aug 22, 2008
oh... the beast of addiction!!!!!

looks like your "addict thinking" is kicking in big time...dont let it win.  i know you feel that you have let alot of ppl down...but the one person who sounds let down the most, is "you".  it is now...right now...that you have to make that decision.  do i let this beast take back over my life...or do i get up and fight like hell?  the choice is yours.

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by joann1975, Aug 22, 2008
I agree with Lizzie... the choice is yours! Get up and flight like hell! You did it for 6 years...you can still do it!

Keep fighting!

JoAnn

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by cowboy20022002, Aug 22, 2008
you guy o lady makeing cry beacuse I had promess so many people that I would not use aging I have fail them to but must of all my self

186166 tn?1385259382
by LIZZIE LOU, Aug 22, 2008
good!!!  go ahead and cry...then use those tears to get mad.  you've got to get mad in order to fight!  

find a NA meeting and get yourself there.  dont sit in the house feeling sorry for yourself.  feeling sorry is NOT going to help.  you have to be pro-active in your recovery or the beast will win.

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by cowboy20022002, Aug 22, 2008
hey thanks for everything guys it has been one hell of a week my dad has hit me aging I have turn to drugs to excape the the hate my dad has for me my gf is not well I just want to feel my self aging


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by lonewolf07, Aug 25, 2008
You had a setback - one mistake in six yrs.  I've made so many mistakes in six years nobody can count that high.  You're a lot more than an addict.  It isn't my place to say it and I'm sure I'll be slammed for it but why don't you (1) have your father arrested; (2) get away from him; (3) kick his butt so he'll leave you alone?

Hugs to you ....




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by cowboy20022002, Aug 27, 2008
Wolf I have try to call the cops on him my step mother cuts the phone line when I try it the last time he hit me  and I the girls have upset me above about it all I know that it was one mistake and I will not make that miss stake aging and if they slammed you for what you said I will deal with it no one is going to slame u while you posting on my stuff and if they dont like it oh well luvs u wolf hope that you have a good day

luv

andrew

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