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My heart is beating faster than normal

Sep 30, 2010 - 0 comments
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Anxiety

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xanax

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Panic Attack

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pills



When I was first was going through this entire detox my anxiety level shot up quite severe to where I would get panic attacks. I mentioned in one of my posts "About to Crack" about an employee possibly being addicted to pills and I could not do anything about it. I wanted to tell her so bad at the time what I was suffering with but I just had to pray and hand this over to God because I was not in my right mind at the time and who knows what would have came out of my mouth. Sometimes the Lord says "Be Still" well that's exactly what I did......
Today I had 3 employees come to me and say that something was wrong with her and she is just not acting right so of course I knew in the back of my mind what it could be. I went to go have a conversation with her and it confirmed to me that she was on something. I then took this to the doc (I work in a dental office) and told him the situation. He prescribed her xanax and pain meds....I said DON'T DO IT AGAIN! She was already in rehab once!! All the Dr's are aware of her situation...WHY DID HE STILL PRESCRIBE???UGGGHHH
Now my anxiety has flared up and my heart beats a little fast so I will just breathe...... take a walk before I deck her! jk I will at least take a walk to calm down.

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