Oct 01, 2010
Well, it's October, FINALLY. I have been waiting for my follow up u/s for almost 4 weeks and I am getting really anxious and curious about what my next u/s will find. I am STILL spotting everyday and I really don't know what is going on. I hope that the hemorrhage is getting smaller and "bleeding out" but I can't believe how long it has been happening. I hope that this isn't a sign that the hemorrhage is or was larger than it was before. My u/s on Oct.5th at 3pm and I really hope that I can finally get some answers. It is very difficult to see blood when you're pregnant. It is a constant reminder of the fact that there is something amiss and that I haven't fully healed but I'm praying that it isn't a sign that things have gotten worse. This baby is strong. The kicks are getting stronger each day and I don't know what I'd do if I lost the baby at this point or beyond. My miscarriage at 12wks was traumatizing and I never want to go through anything like that again.