Today @ 16:13pm it will be a year my lil angel grew his wings :-( I can remember everything that went on a year ago today , I had to be @ the hospital for 9.00am my partner & my mother came with me & my dad came @ 11.00am has he walked out off work to be with us all & to see his lovely grandson , @ 12.00pm my partner & my dad went to the canteen to grab some grub for us all. but has soon has they booth went out off the room my pains kicked in straight away,& my mum kept making me laugh saying dont you let your water's break on my shoes,wen I laughed the pain was awful.my dad & partner returned, my dad kept asking if I was alright while he was reading the news paper :-) my dad dosen't like hospitals & he dosen't like seeing me in pain. I kept walking up & down & grabbing hold of my partner everytime the pains got stronger. then it was time for my lil angel to come, my dad went outside while my mum & partner stayed with me each at either side of me. the pain was awful my mum kept singing smelly cat to me so I wont feel the pain has much smelly cat song is a lil joke between me & mother ...... & my poor partner I was biteing his finger the midwife turned round to my mother & said is she really biteing him there mother said OHH yeah she is . then @16:13pm my lil angel came he was so warm & so gawjus he just looked so peacful he looked like his daddy but he had his mummy's nose :-)
my mum went out to bring my dad in my dad held him they stayed for 10min then they left me & my partner to be alone with our lil angel. we had a photographer come in to take some pic's of our lil angel & we took some pic's to of our lil [email protected]
6.00pm my mum & dad came back & my partners mum came to has we had our own vicar come to the hospital & gave our lil angel a blessing @ 7.00pm .... me & my partner stayed @ the hospital to be with our lil angel we stayed up all night watching over our gawjus son I kept wishing that he would open his eyes our start crying .
on the 20th November 2009 we laid our lil boy to rest he had a picture off his mummy & daddy wich was put on to his heart with his arms wrapped round us. & his cousin Alisha made him a card wich also went. & he was laid to rest in his track suit & we played his song wich we always listend to by cherly cole fight for this love x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x