Dec 07, 2010
At least I can still have a conversation with myself. I don't think people really care that I hurt or feel hurt.
I am confused as to why I have allowed others to ... What does that matter anyway?
I should never have asked for help and should have walked away when it was obvious that it was unavailable.
All I have done is make a fool of myself and been hurt in return.
Today I decide not to engage with others. Today I refuse to listen to the voice of the inner child. Today I decide to live my life. Today I decide that nothing much matters. Today I accept that I don't matter.