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still psychotic

Dec 13, 2010 - 0 comments





need help

think i have to ring up a doctor, maybe the guy that manages my health insurance and tries to organise me a bit so they don't have to fork out so much money in hospital stays. I can't get rid of the psychosis, I haven't slept for six days and am really hallucinating, zyprexa barely holding. I need a strong sleeping tablet for one nights sleep to stop my body hurting so much and maybe get rid of some of the hallucinations. too much to ask though, people that have a genuine need for these tablets now get treated like junkies and criminals when they want them. thanks to all those people that use them to get off and make my life hell when i need help. i don't know what to do at this point and i can't last much longer without sleep. I have heaps of stamina but after five days i start to loose it completely, like any normal person would and i miss sleep and want to feel normal again.

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