Please stop staying awake till 4 am and start eating regularly. When offered a meal, take it. Start eating breakfast. Wake up at 6 to 6:30 am and do me this favor, go to your Woman's house and just ravage her with love. Her resentment will definitely wane once you get your Life back in order. A great start is to get your rest, train yourself to wakey wakey and get a J-O-B !!!
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