so im a bit sore down there, all the dampness of the last few weeks `accidents` during my coughing fits but to top it all ive got huge grape like things protruding from my rear which hurt like hell and bleed for england!
yep hemoroids, piles call it what you like...apparently a side effect from the antibiotics! one hell to another....
so tommorrow im off to get something for them, i hate bank holidays there's always something you need but cant get hold of!
and to top it all....ive had my show, yep a bloody mucus discharge which i instantly recognised...im not worried as in the past ive had a show a few months before anything positive happened and the midwives despite my panic were so relaxed about it that im not bothered at all. it just means that things are geting prepd down there. so im not panicking just reporting i guess........
ive semi packed my suitcase, im not taking seperate bags i did that last time and needed stuff still at home so im putting it all in one med sized case, i have a few bits to buy but then it'll be ready, for some reason its been playing on my mind which is why ive now begun to pack it.
im taking it that i have 6 wks left, and boy am i feeling it now! I know im stilll ill and have been so poorly that i cant expect to just bounce back but im so tired at the moment, its official i cant reach my feet and im worried that the midwives will see my poor neglected toes/nails and think what on earth!
its been a hard couple of weeks and the children go back to school tommorrow, still one positive...i get to drive my new car (it was hubbies old one which i wasnt often allowed to drive but now its mine!) an MPV and it will have tons of room in for the new baby! Ive even made a cute sign `mum to be on board` sign complete with a little pregger mum in the centre, its wicked!
and so i settle down for the night....hope i feel better tommorrow ive got tons to do