Jan 12, 2011
I don't write on here much but after going to the doctor last week and having 13 ulcers in my mouth my doctor told me I need to get my stress out and find a way to express myself...to share what I'm stressed about. Other than DH I can't do that with anyone else...they don't understand. So, I figured you ladies do!
I'm scared, nervous, excited, stressed and anxious about my appointment tomorrow. I go to see the Reproductive Endocrinologist at 11 AM tomorrow. I don't know what to do or say. I've filled out all the paperwork. I feel like I'm over analyzing this. I'm just scared to death he's gonna say there is nothing they can do. We pray each night that we will be blessed with a health baby in the near future and I'm so scared it is not going to happen.
It's been a long journey and I just pray that tomorrow brings closure...but a happy closure. To find out what's wrong and how we exactly can treat it. I have MTHFR and my doctors here have NO CLUE how to treat it. The standard B6, B12, Folate, Baby Aspirin doesn't work. Also, when I get pregnant my body doesn't make enough progesterone...so finally by the time I'm seen by the doctor they put me on progesterone it's too late.
Okay I seem to be rambling so I'm gonna go back to work and I'll update tomorrow about how it went. It will probably be after 4 since we have an hour and half drive home and I have to go close at work. Thanks for listening to me!