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Jan 16, 2011 - 3 comments

5:42am.  Aksel is here.  Breaking down.  Crashing. I will never escape myself.

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by benjim, Jan 16, 2011
5:53am.  Stabilised.  That's good and bad.  The sun is out.   A cat just visited again. I'm not real.  I'm broken.  Not at risk now.

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by benjim, Jan 16, 2011
6:27am. I am not at much risk right now
I am deeply depressed.  The 19th  needs to come sooner.  You don't understand how this feels.

P.S. This is really not in relation to my girlfriend.  It is contributing, but a truly small amount.

There's a lot going on underneath ; there's roots, there's pipes and there's drainage leaks.

I'm dying inside.

:(

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by benjim, Jan 16, 2011
3:25pm. Had LOTS of the crazy sleeping stuff. Got to sleep at about 8:30am. Got up at 1:30pm.  I feel empty.

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