I am still off trams. But I still feel the WD at times- esp when I am stressed. I still want to take a pill at times. My husband is on them STILL, but I have refrained from doing it. I know how bad they are and how they made me into a different person. Being on them for sooooo long- over 10 yrs, I believe makes it hard for my body to adjust to the new chemistry. I pray each time I get that urge to take one. Five months off is a lot of work to loose and for what?????? A short term antidepressant effect that will turn into a huge addiction again. I will remain steadfast, but I sure wish my husband would stop. It woudl help to not have access, then I would stop thinking about the trams when I have a bad day or feel sad or need energy. That was a way of life for me for a long time. May God strengthen my resolve to be true to who I am and who He wants me to be.
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