Jan 27, 2011
I just wish i could wake up and feel good, yesterday was hell day. Started off with fight with my daughter when to the market tried to go fast cuz pt was coming for mom at 2pm told both kids everthing was done for grams but I had to go get some food in this house, bancey bancey checky-- end of the month no money lefy and kids of coarse can't help with that. anyhow got 4 calls from nieghbor coco was out ( my dog) ( kids were to fix the fences 3 days ago) then pt calls she is at the door no one is answering!!! call the kids oh my son to stoned and daughter said i never told her pt was coming OK whatever can u let her in Iam checking out and on my way!! so she lets her in and they both go to the back house and leave her in the house alone with my Mom NO NO it is not allowed!!! they are never to be in the home without someonne else in here. I could get in trouble for that. Anyhow just trying to get thought each day the best i can,seems my family just adds to my rollercaoster ride. I was having a patick attach in the store almost had to leave my basket sitting there, But i needed the food!!!!
thank god the pt is cool and gets what iam going thought. I take good care of Mom and should be able to go to the market for 20 mins without so much HELL. ,
Monday the medical worker came over and is allowing me to get some help so I can get a break. somedays mom wakes me all night long and then 8am is up for the day and wakes me up. I do not sleep good and can not naps well. so i well be nice to leave and know the cna will do what i ask or get fired!! I just need to be able to have that comfort.
Today i can't seem to wake up It is 3pm and still sleepy, have not done a thing yet except for mom. She is sleeping so hoping in my shower and trying to get up and do some cleaning!!