Posting and reading on this site seems to be almost the only thing I'm really motivated to do lately. Instead of cleaning house, ect. But I just thought that It's okay. It's something very important to me. Bipolare is a huge part of my life. Iit helps me feel better to be involved in something constructive and where I can be open an dmyself. I hide so much everyday, sometimes I don't appreciate how hard holding myself in is.