so i was awake most of last night with those blasted cramps again..this is awful...come on already im sooo over being pregnant and want to get a move on with this.
i know they say baby will come when shes ready but really the waiting game is sooo frustrating...where has my patience gone?
i keep forgetting to wiegh myself...just as well i expect but my stomach measures 49 inches despite having dropped...ive usually made it to 47 inches then delivered so this explains why my jeans feel a bit tight!
im peeing for england again...babies head is so low it cant get any lower without coming out!
ive an antenatal tommorrow at 2.45pm and its the one where we discuss what sort of birth id like...i have a feeling that because of my cyst they'll want me in Bath the main hospital but im desperate for another water birth at my local unit...thats what my self hypnosis has been concentrating on and im prettty sure they'll be so busy at Bath i wont get a look in on their one pool...where as my local unit seems very quiet (until i go into labour then it'll suddenly be full wait and see!)
ive begun to count kicks each day after the news that actress Amanda Holden lost her son at 7 months last tuesday...how scarey is that? i can't imagine her pain as she was sooo close, ive lost at 4 months and that remains raw to this day so she must be in pieces.
im craving a glass of wine....i can actually smell it altho there's no wine open in the house...why is that?
im too tired from nesting even tho im sure i could find something to tidy...this pregnancy stuff is wierd xx