Mar 14, 2011
as if worrying about my results was not enough... triggers, cravings... for anything an everything (of course the worse, the better) have started again and sometimes full strength. that is all I need, make everything a little bit worse... just venting again... today is venting day... i think until thursday, i am just going to go on and on... so sorry... my way to deal with the stress and actually let it out. because, granted i am angry at past specialists who advised to not do anything about my hep c. that my viral load was so low, i had the "sleeping" hep c... right! but the one i am very very angry at is moi moi moi... how did i give my health, my life, in the hands of others but me. why wasn't i responsible enough to care for moi? aiaieieieie.... i want to hit my head against the walls, i tell you that much....