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Apr 11, 2011 - 28 comments

Our sweet little bean went to heaven. I went in for more blood work this morning and Dr called to tell me that I had miscarried. I knew that my numbers weren't going up like they were supposed to and I started bleeding last night, so I mentally prepared myself for this. God has a plan for us and I know that one day we will have munchkins running around. Everything happens for a reason even if we don't know the reason at the time. Thank you ladies for being so supportive. This was my first and hopefully last miscarriage and I wouldn't wish this on anyone. Love you all.

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by earthangle, Apr 11, 2011
I know how u feel I had 2, Hope u feel better soon.

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by Moma_Cher, Apr 11, 2011
I am so sorry love.... I really am. You are in my prayers. I'm praying for peace and a speedy healing for your body, heart and mind.

Hang in there love, God has a plan for you, this is true... You are young and beautiful and nor day you WILL have the children you desire and this will not be all for not.

I'm soo sorry for your loss and pain... Be well.


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by Moma_Cher, Apr 11, 2011
Oops typo,  meant **one** day

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by retta483, Apr 11, 2011
My baby too went to heaven this month and Im here if you need to talk :(  praying for a healing for you and your heart . Loretta

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by Sheaby, Apr 11, 2011
I am so sorry for your loss.  Many of us have unfortunately been in your shoes, and wouldn't wish it upon anyone.  Something that helped me last year when I had mine was at least knowing that I had the ability to conceive.  It was no longer a mystery as to whether or not I could - just now a mystery as to the best way and when it would happen again.  I'm sure I speak for everyone here that if you need someone to vent to, cry to, talk to, etc - each and every one of us is here for you.  You are not alone, and we all know that you will get a sticky bean very soon!  xoxo - Shea

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by LosingMyMindInGA, Apr 11, 2011
I've had 2 miscarriages and a fullterm stillbirth, but I also have 5 beautiful healthy children.  When your time is right, it will be.  I'm sorry you are having to go through this.  Hopefully you will have a sticky little bean very soon!

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by want2getprego, Apr 11, 2011
Thank you all so much! I am so happy to know that I have people I can talk to that have been through this. It's hard, but it happened for a reason. Those of you that have been through this-- How long did you bleed and did you cramp bad?

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by JennaRie, Apr 11, 2011
I am so sorry to hear this :( I hope and pray that you and your DH will get through this and that you are blessed with a healthy sticky bean as soon as you're ready to try again.

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by Sheaby, Apr 11, 2011
In answer to your question - I bled for about 5 days a week after my MTX shots, the cramping was only really bad for a day or two.  I hope that since it is already happening, it happens quickly and as painless as possible for you.

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by BabyDreamin88, Apr 11, 2011
Am so sorry for your loss, am sure most of the ladies who have suffered a micarriage knows how your feeling right now.
Things can only get easier for you. I know it seems at the moment that nothing will make things easier for you but in time your pain will heal.

I was in the same situation as you when I lost my Angel Elesha, only the hospital was stupid enough not to realise that my numbers were alot lower than what they should of been.
I held onto the thought when I lost mine baby that if my baby had gone full-term she would of been very poorly and had to go through alot of pain, so I was happy she went when she did rather then later on in the pregnancy.

My thoughts and well wishes are with you and you DH at this difficult time.
Wish you a healthy bouncing baby soon..

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by mhv, Apr 11, 2011
Awww, I am so sorry to hear you news.  I know firsthand what you are experiencing, and pray your heart heals quickly.  We fall in love with our embies long before they even tell us we're pregnant, and it hurts like Hell when we lose them.  You are Right though!  You will have munkins running around before you know it!   I love your spirit, and fantastic mindset.  Take time to heal, and when you are ready, your healthy bean will be there waiting for you.

Tons of Hugs!!!

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by jenkaye21, Apr 11, 2011
So sorry for your loss.  :(  I've had 2 natural m/c, with each of them I bled heavily for 2-3 days, then lighter for a few more days.  I've also had a d&c, and I only bled for about 2 days with that.  Never had bad cramps with any of them.
Take care of yourself, hun.  

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by trustGodHeWilldoit, Apr 11, 2011
I am so sorry for your lost..i pray that you heal mentally and fisically soon..i know God will bless you with a sticky lil bean one day not far away..hugs

When I had the m/c I had really bad cramps and bleed really bad for one day and I end up having a D&C..after the dnci bleed for two day..and it wasnt that.bad..

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by DellaKemp, Apr 11, 2011
I am sorry you have to go through this. You are a strong woman and I know that with GOd you and your DH will get through this and have many little munchkins running around as you put it. I will pray for you and your DH

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by moni21, Apr 11, 2011
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Like the others who have written before me, I know how you feel since I too have recently experienced the devastating impact of a miscarriage. It truly hurts to the core of our body and sole. As you said, this happens for a reason that is beyond our understanding.

I am so happy to read that you are being positive and hopeful. That is the spirit that is truly needed to get passed this horrific ordeal. One day the time will be right and all the stars will align for you. You will have munchkins!!!

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by trh0819, Apr 11, 2011
So sorry for your loss. Praying for you...

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by mjmom69, Apr 11, 2011
I'm so sorry for your loss. It is never an easy thing. Take care of yourself.

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by yoha919, Apr 11, 2011
im soo sorry for your loss and i love how you are keeping very positive about all of this dont give up hope big hugs!!!

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by jaivonna, Apr 11, 2011
Continue to hold on to gods unchanging hand. He will work everything out. Be encouraged. Its hard right now but god is with you. Your in my prayers lady. God bless you.

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by Mindy1333, Apr 11, 2011
I'm so sorry you have to go thru this.  I had a miscarrage back in November and it was one of the hardest things for me to go thru.  I ended up having a D&C so I only bleed for maybe a day.  I'm glad to see you are staying positive.  Like you said, atleast you know you can get pregnant and you have plenty of time to keep on trying.  You will be blessed soon with a sticky bean.  Just know that we are all here for you and know exactly what you are going thru.  Bigs hugs to you!!

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by Manda91, Apr 11, 2011
sorry for your lost, i know the feeling of losing a lil bean very upseting, momma very thing will be ok you will get ur lil one soon... best wishes!!!!

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by want2getprego, Apr 11, 2011
Thank you all so much again for all of the encouraging words. It's so great to have the medhelp family that knows exactly what I'm going through... Love you all

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by hickchick, Apr 11, 2011
im so sorry hunny, i am thinking about you. you are in my thoughts and prayers! xoxo

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by Jennyeaton23, Apr 11, 2011
So sorry for your loss. I hope you have a speedy recovery and I know God will smile one you and he will provide all of the beautiful children you want. Have a blessed day.

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by SunWorshiper_26, Apr 11, 2011
I'm so very sorry for your loss. I did cramp bad and bled for about two and a half weeks. The bleeding was very heavy at first and the cramps required codeine but after a few days it was more similar to a "normal" period.

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by babycrazy113, Apr 12, 2011
So sorry.  (((hugs)))

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by TraceL, Apr 12, 2011
I needed to have a laparotomy and laparoscopy after my miscarriage, i bled for a few days after but physically my body recovered quite quickly from the op and miscarriage, mentally it took me a long time to get over the pain of losing the baby, i will never ever forget about the baby as i loved them from the first moment i knew i was pregnant but in time it does get easier, i'm now 37 weeks pregnant so don't give up,  many women on here who have experienced a loss have gone on to have a healthy baby.
take time to heal and there are a lot of ladies on here who are here to talk, me included x

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by lrmgirl, Apr 14, 2011
I kept the thought in my head that at least I know I can get pregnant, I know it's not the best but it helped me after my miscarriage.

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