had a bad sleep, tossing and turning again! got up and ive got a boil in my ear and its swollen my face, hurts when i swallow, and i feel nauseous and also got abscess on my leg again, feel generally unwell. stayed in all day and just relaxed. spoke to mum, she is upset and depressed worrying about dad. Im really worried too but i cannot dwell on it at the moment or i will crumble myself.