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Apr 16, 2011 - 1 comments

So bella bug is 3 months old already..she is now weighing 12lbs she is growing so much,but very healthy..I thought i would give her some bannana baby food in her body just to see if that would help feel her up biiiiggggg mistake now my poor baby cant poop. it is so hard and wont come out :( but i guess as mothers this is how we learn not to do things. katlynn is a big girl and so in love with her baby sister. she helps me so much with her. she is 21/2 and already weighs 43lbs. yea like i said big girl..hubby is doing great always working and is the best daddy anyone could ask for. he helps me alot with both girls and never complains about it i love him so much!!!and now me well pregnancy took a toll on my body lol i still weigh 166 and cant not loose it i have always weighed 125-135 but not anymore :( oh well...i had an iud put in because we changed our minds on getting my tubes tied and i am having mixed feelings about this thing lol..it has only been 2 months since i got it but i cramp so bad and my periods are lasting like 2 to 3 weeks and i am bleeding alot heavier..dr says it may take up to 6 months for my period to slow down and then stop..but these cramps hurt like hell some times heheheheh..and somehow i have torn my cartlige and ligaments in my right shoulder..yea dont know how that happen but it is very painful..dr says it could take up to 6 weeks to heal and then i still may have to have surgery..it is so hard on me because i hold my bella all the time and right now im only working with one arm so i cant hold her as much..it could have happened with me picking up katlynn yea she is a heavy little booger hahahahahha. but like everything else i will get through it. as of now i am staying home with the girls and let me say having a 2 yr old and a 3 month old will make you want to go to work sometimes lol but i love it. i have learned that it is not that easy to find a babysitter for 2 kids,there is no more going out till 2am cause by 9 im yawning and ready for bed,i hear "mommy" in my sleep..and the bathroom counter is now my sex table heheheheh you got to get it when ever and however you can because the baby will wake up as soon as you get busy lmao. i have also learned that there is nothing in this world i wouldent do for my girls they are my life now and going out is not even on my mind no more. ok so maybe thats a fib because i do think about it but that is just because i need a hr or so just for hubby time lol. but just like like night we decided to have date night well we were home by 10 and i though i was going to fall out because i was so tired. but it did feel good. but i was happy to be back with my babies. another thing i have learned is there is no way in this world i would still be completly sane with out my mother in law she is the best. so with all of this said i still want another baby"boy" hint hint dh hahahah but i want him in about 4 years. so no trying for me for a little while lol..

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by earthangle, Apr 16, 2011
awww alot on ur table....lol

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