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Apr 27, 2011 - 32 comments

BFP today.  You would think I would be over the moon excited, but honestly, can't be..not yet.  AF is due tomorrow and not having the usual pre AF spotting, so I guess I believe the test.  I o'd late this month (got a positive OPK on CD 16), so really am only 11 days or so DPO.  I will call the RE on monday and start the prometrium tomorrow.  How I wish I could get excited.  However, this for me is the easy part.  It's making it past 8 weeks that is tough.  Whatever happens I have my beautiful little boy and I will be ok with it.

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by mum2beagain, Apr 27, 2011
I am keeping everything crossed for you Amanda. XX

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by frank_noahsmommy, Apr 27, 2011
I am praying that the outcome is great! I know the feeling though, all to well!!!!

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by butterflybabies, Apr 27, 2011
Congrats! will pray and keep my fingers crossed that this is the sticky one!! xoxoxo

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by babycrazy113, Apr 27, 2011
Hoping everything goes well for you!  Try to stay positive. :)

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by echoecho9er, Apr 27, 2011
OMG!!! All the very very very best of luck girl!!!!

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by adgal, Apr 27, 2011
Thanks so much.  I want this to be ok so very badly.  But, with my history and the fact that I am 42, well...I can't get my hopes up to high as I don't want my heart broken again.  Taking it step by step as it comes and of course hoping for a fantastic outcome.  I do feel like this one is special though.  My husband, my son and I are all January babies.  My son's edd was my birthday, however he came 8 days early.  When I checked out what this one's edd would be I got January 5th...my husbands birthday.  So, if this baby is sticky, we will all have January birthday's.  Makes me think this one might be lucky!!  

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by mum2beagain, Apr 27, 2011
I sure hope so! If I got pregnant this month my EDD would be about the same as Sam's EDD was back in 2007 but he came three weeks early on the 4th Jan.

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by Caralea, Apr 27, 2011
Good Luck.. I hope this one sticks for you.. our little MarLea is a January baby and just precious- She was worth the wait and trouble we had TTC. Now we're having nursing and health issues, including hearing, physical deformaties and muscle issues of the jaw causing nursing complications.

Prayers for you!!

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by NicMom, Apr 27, 2011
Congrats and good luck I hope it's a very sticky baby!

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by blueeyedtabbycat, Apr 27, 2011
omg Amanda Im so excited for you!! I am praying this one sticks!!

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by AHP84, Apr 27, 2011
Congrats! Praying for a happy and healthy full term pregnancy!

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by melimeli, Apr 27, 2011
prayers to you and your little bean

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by Hopeful4aBlessing, Apr 28, 2011
Congrats to you! Something about January babies are tough! I think good things come to those who wait and something in my heart says this is it my dear! CONGRATS! And when you get excited, we'll be here ready to celebrate with you!! :)

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by specialmom, Apr 28, 2011
I understand how you feel . . . scared to let yourself to be excited.  But hon, give yourself a moment of knowing you've created life and for now, he/she is all yours to love.  May it all turn out well----------  I so want that for you and your family!  But I do understand your fear and wish I could make that better.  Peace (and congrats!!)

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by Michele, Katy, TX, Apr 28, 2011
adgal, I so hope and pray that this all turns out perfect for you and your family.  I totally understand how you feel about getting excited.  I have never been in your shoes, but imagine that I would totally feel exactly the same.  Well, I know I would!!  But try to stay positive and relaxed.  Keep us updated on your appts.  Congrats!

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by adgal, Apr 28, 2011
I am always so moved by how wonderful the women here are.  I feel so supported and that is a good feeling.  I took another HPT this morning.  Still super light...very very faint, but still positive.  No sign of any spotting and typically AF would be due today.  I'm not too worried that the HPT is light due to late ovulation.  I am at the absolute maximum only 12 dpo, but given that you can actually ovulate 24 to 48 hours after a positive OPK, it's possible it's only 10 or 11 DPO.  We move tomorrow so I am running around like a chicken with my head cut off and no time to worry (well, almost none..lol) or obsess.  I guess now all I can do is wait and see what happens.  First beta will be monday if no bleeding over the weekend.

Thanks so much ladies.  The support here means more to me then you could possibly know.

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by dawn838, Apr 28, 2011
THE BEST OF LUCK AND PRAYERS TO YOU!

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by adgal, Apr 28, 2011
Well, a tiny bit of light spotting and line still really faint.  Not a good sign I don't think.  I guess we shall see. Having serious doubts.  It was a nice thought though and at least I conceived again.  Still hope for this one, but if not, still hope overall.

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by melimeli, Apr 29, 2011
still crossing fingers and saying prayers

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by Juana824, Apr 29, 2011
Praying that you have a sticky bun in the oven! A super sweet one! :-)

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by thisbabygrama2one, Apr 30, 2011
Keep your mind busy with your move and all...... Let God handle the rest ;-)  SOoooooooo easy huh.. But truly, i hope that you can keep your mind at ease with it, and let it be.... I just read something  a pastor said.....  It was   "if you say so"  Sooooo, what he was saying was be positive in all things, lovely thoughts etc.  Im all for it :) (kinda tough at times as my own anxiety issues  want to take me down all too often).  I wish the best for you... and well, im EXCITED  for you :)  

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by adgal, May 01, 2011
Unfortunately it looks like this was a chemical pregnancy.  I'm fine, I sort of expected it given the HPT wasn't getting any darker.  I am just very happy to know that I continue to conceive.  I'll get another sticky one yet!!  

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by krichar, May 01, 2011
I am so sorry... I was really hoping this was it for you...! If you need anyhing you know where i am (((hugs)))
Kellie!

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by hopeitworks, May 01, 2011
Im so sorry..I was praying this was your time. Hugs!
Leanne

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by Kricket212, May 01, 2011
SOrry to hear the news.  I really wanted you to have another.  You surely are fertile though, that sticky baby will come I just know it.

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by specialmom, May 01, 2011
I'm sorry to hear this.  You know that I and everyone here want this for you.  Hang in there.

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by Helen72, May 01, 2011
I am so sorry...  Sending lots of good wishes and baby dust your way.

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by lisa1970jones, May 01, 2011
How many miscarrages have you had if you dont mind me asking
Im desp trying but just lost 2 in a row seeing the dr this ave im 40 and have no history of loss
I cant make it past 6 weeks

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by wakejl, May 07, 2011
Sorry to hear that it was a chemical pregnancy. But you can still get pregnant, and you just need one good egg!!


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by teko, May 08, 2011
Good news is that you can still concieve like you said, another attempt is in order. And another and another if that is what it takes. You are woman! An unbelievable strong one at that! Keep trying girl!

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by thisbabygrama2one, May 10, 2011
so, you said it "looks" like a chem pregnancy.  Not to bring up sad stuff, but was it truly a chem  or???????????  

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by maybebaby29, May 13, 2011
Good luck with everything.

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