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May 05, 2011 - 3 comments

okay ladies I am going into surgery at 6am tomorrow and im scared sh**less:(  They will not be cutting me and going throu my stomach but throu my yahoo. So that worries me ALOT. Also I have desided that if they will still do the tubal I will be doing it:( Honestly I can see our situation improving. We are in the prosess of lossing our house. I dont think we will ever be comfortable money wise. I havent been to college, Im not that smart and would never make enough money working. DH busts his A** and we dont make ends meat and he never see our kids as it is. He doesnt want anymore and as happy as I would be with an OPPS baby I would have no idea how we would make it:( My oldest told me today he doesnt want any more brothers or sisters because we never have enough money for him to join sports and other activities as it is. I felt horrible when he told me this:( Anyways I plan on having a good length talk to my doctor before my surgery to see if they can just do the clamps on my tubes. I have read that its the easiest to reverse for the just incase we ever win the lottery kind of senerio. Anyways, wish me luck ladies, im scared and sad tonight:(

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by blueeyedtabbycat, May 06, 2011
well I guess all my worry was for nothing cause the doctor couldnt do it (tubal) on such short notice . But the bladder surgery went fine.

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by AHP84, May 06, 2011
Glad to hear your original surgery went as planned and went well. I've been thinking about you all day. I hope you're feeling well after the surgery and your recovery will be comfortable, easy and quick.
Sorry? they weren't able to do the tubal clamps today. I know you don't really want it done but it probaby is a wise choice for your family. I can only wish you peace with the decision because I know you want to do what's best by your family, and you're an absolutely WONDERFUL mommy. ♥

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by blueeyedtabbycat, May 06, 2011
Awww you are so sweet!!!Recovery is way better than I expected. I told the nurses that I usually got sick after surgery so they gave me sea bands and another form of motion sickness thing that looks like a small round bandaid that goes behing my ear. I also have to remember not to pick up my little ones since I cant lift anything over 10 lbs for the next 6 weeks!! Taylor has some kind of stomach virus so she is a constant pooping and vomiting machine:( Too bad I cant just sleep for the next few days:(

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