Sep 20, 2008
I feel as if i'm doin good, but judging by other's actions and opinions, i might be doin bad. Not discouraged, but a little confused. I want to think more positive, but/however, neglecting my own ideas and thoughts could land me in a pile of regret. Im scared to think any other way; I feel safe behind my wisdom. I felt so normal last night, I just get the idea that in others eyes I wasn't. I dont know what to think and so i'm at war with the dicision to trust anyone beside myself or say to hell with them all. Too many delimas. I'm on vegies and fruit now hoping that it'll cause a more comftorable affect...I don't want to experience the noia today...want peace for this week end...cease fire.