Jun 07, 2011
I have miscarried and am in a lot of pain. I ended up in the emergency room day before yesterday due to severe pain and while we were in there i started bleeding extremely heavy. Luckily the bleeding slowed down over the next 8 hours but they had everything standing by just in case. We got the news about a week ago. I am still trying to pass everything and to say we are devastated is an understatement especially since we had already seen the baby's heart beat. We have retired the names we had picked out since we don't know if it was a boy or a girl. I miss my little lovies heartbeat so much its hard to breathe at times. My family is even closer now and we are looking at life with new eyes. I hope I can take something from this and learn to live life a little fuller. We love you Lovie and will miss you always.