My lil Angel Journals

My lil Angel Rhys Jack x x x

Jul 05, 2011 - 4 comments

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My lil angel is now 10 month old, and I miss him with all my heart, there isn't aday wen me and his daddy dont think about him we are all ways talking about our lil boy. it was very heart breaking hearing them words you dread from a consultant wen they are scanning your lovely bump.... ( Im very sorry emma but there is no heart beat )  I Just broke down and cryed but I had a feeling that my lil angel had passed away thats why I got my partner to take me to the hospital on friday 23rd October 2009. has I never felt my lil boy move for 2days , but he was always like that quiet for 2days then made up for it on the 3rd day :-)  and oh boy did he make up for it he never stop moving hahaha....but for a strange feeling I knew something was wrong and has soon has the midwife put the doppler on me and couldn't find the heart beat stright away then I knew for sure that my lil boy became my lil angel. has the hospital wouldn't open the big scan room has they said it's all locked up now for the weekend , so they told me to go home and come back on monday the 26th October 9.00am to confirm that my lil boy had passed away. they then gave me a tablet to take by mouth to start the labour off and they then sent me back home after 30min from taking the tablet. and told me to come back on wednesday 28th October 9.30am were then I will have my lil boy. they put me in my own private room on the labour ward and they inserted 2 more tablets but this time they put it inside me, to bring the labour on ... then @ 16:13pm my lil angel came and the midwife cleaned him and wrapped him up in a blanket for me to hold him he was so warm and beautiful , I couldn't believe that my lil boy had fell asleep. I was keep wishing and hopeing that he would open his eye's and also kept wishing that he would cry  :-(  @ 29+5 days my lil boy passed away and @ 30+5 days my lil boy came out has a angel. weighing 2lb 12 1/2oz
we laid our lil boy to rest on 21/11/2009 . has we had a PM done

mummy & daddy miss you & love you so much sweet heart  x x Rhys Jack x x




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by retta483, Jul 05, 2011
Im so very sorry :(

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by chrissymom, Jul 05, 2011
My goodness, that made me cry :(
I am so sorry to hear about your little boy, I also lost a son around the same gestation, 25 weeks 2 days, he was born premature and died an hour and 10 mins later, maybe they all play together with their wings. I hope so. I am sorry again, know you are  not alone and I think it is beautiful you talk about him the way you do, R.I.P little Phys. xxxx

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by kersh79, Jul 06, 2011
@ Retta483, thankyou :( x

@ Chrissymom, thankyou  & I am so very sorry about your lil boy, yeah i hope there all playing together & havin fun , me & my partner are always talking about our lil boy , there isn't aday that we dont mention his name :) & we always celebrate his birthday by going out for a meal & buying a birthday cake & setting of a lanton for him with a very special message for him . thankyou once again & I am once again very sorry about your lil boy but im sure he's  there watching over you x x x

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by leanne95, Jul 06, 2011
oh kersh....   so so sad, it made me cry,
i cant believe you had to have him on the normal labor floor, specially hearing all the other new mummys and their babies.
i knew he was your little angel but never that he was nearly 31 weeks when you had him, you came so far to have him taken from you. i feel for you so very much, you poor lady, im so very sad for your loss xxxxx

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