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Jul 06, 2011 - 0 comments

Went on itunes to sync my phone and noticed that there was a tab to click on to see the most recently played songs on our account. WOW.

Girls have listened to these four songs over 630 times in the last month!

Who Says by Selena Gomez and the Scene
Sympathy by The Goo Goo Dolls
Good Life by One Republic
If I Die Young by The Band Perry

Of course I had to listen to them all to see what all the fuss was about.  The Selena song is really the only "teen" song of the bunch.  I like them all but how did they listen to them so much when they have been gone the last 10 days???

I am very emotional today, weepy. Not sure where it's coming from.  Missing my girls? YES.  Adjusting to my new medical challenges? YES.  Feeling old? YES.  Anxious about possibly moving? YES.  Grieving for poor Caylee? YES.  Missing my girls? YES.  Restless over the heat and humidity that keeps me indoors more than I want? YES.  Hard to motivate myself to get to my house stuff? YES. Worried about what bum genes I might have passed on to my girls? YES.  Missing my girls?  YES. They have never been away from me for longer than a week. We are now on day 10 of their camp. Gotta get over this.

Think I shall go have a conversation with God...He always is very tender with me.  It's always easier for me to pray for others than to talk to Him about myself and where I am at.  Perhaps He can straighten me out.

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